Vegas is HOT…what??

27 Aug

Well, I’m back from my Vegas and Japan trip! And It’s been much too long since I’ve last updated my little blog. I guess you could say I was busy, or I loafted…or whatever the case is, I slacked. Not much else to say :S I guess you could say today’s post is going to be a little summary of week in VEGAS!!

 

So, the first place we actually ventured to was Buffalo, which we stayed for a night. Then the next morning we flew to Vegas for our one week stay!

 

^The sandwich factory. Okay, actually I’m not even sure if it was called that, but it’s basically like… there’s a paper bag and you…basically CHECK OFF what you want in your sub/sandwich…. to speed up the process of creating “diy-type” sandwiches! Pretty smart huh! But still airplane food is damn expensive….

 

 

^I love having the window seat because I love clouds

When we arrived our first thought was “WHAT? WHY IS IT SO HOT??” Let me tell you, I thought I was in an OVEN!! Who knew vegas was so hot?!?!?! (Later I told boyfriend, he said “what did you expect? you’re in a freakin’ dessert…”) It  was crazy I’m tellin’ ya!

 

^Me posing with a statue iguana at the airport in Vegas! Very cute if you ask me ;P

 

^Guess what we see right at the airport…. =.= for the record and my female readers. NEVER I repeat NEVER trust a man who gambles… or marry him for that matter! If they’re addicted it’s like a recipe for disaster and either way it’s terrible for trying to finance a family. Boyfriend told me to try a dollar or a penny in the slots, but I’m still underage T_T

 

 

 

^The car we used during this week. I’m not exactly sure which car it is, so I’ll leave it to you car experts to figure it out!! It was quite spacious and I liked this car a lot ^^ Maybe boyfriend will consider getting this car HAHA ! Joking, I think it’s quite expensive to buy T_T

 

^…of course America would. Bacon in everything, if you ask me I think that is DISGUSTING. Who in the right mind would eat SUCH A MONSTROSITY????

 

^Look who we came across! The Mario brothers in Vegas! who would have guessed???

 

Some pics from the Vdara suites! Very beautiful and I was super impressed! They also had very good wifi so I could skype my baby muffin with clear quality! #highqualityhotelperks

 

^The kitchen, where we ate. Erm… a nice kitchen? you can’t see in this picture but to the right of the fridge, there is actually a WASHING and drying machine! In a room! How many places have that I ask you? Not many! Horray for vegas having nice places to stay!!

 

^Our “living room” where some of us slept on the pullout couch bed hehehe 🙂

 

^Bedroom! That bed is actually VERY comfy! Squishy and nice… but to be honest I myself prefer sleeping on hard floors (like I mean futon-type things) hehehehe….

 

^The beautiful bathroom! Every night I took a bath in the bathtub, while texting/kiking people! Very relaxing and I can understand why people in Japan do this often ^^

 

^Hitting the swimming pool!

 

^Let me tell you… people in Vegas are crazy! Getting tanned and shit while swimming… THIS IS HOW MY SISTER AND I DO! Hot tub therapy without the crazy sunburns!!

 

^Beautiful chocolate statue of a woman inside the neighboring hotel…. err I don’t quite remember the name of it :S Imagine devouring that all! #fatlife

 

^The beautiful chocolate fountain!! Who that random lady is, I’ll never know. All I know is, she decided to sneak into my shot… #RUDE

 

^A beautiful garden within one of the hotels! Almost a utopia-type feeling! What, with the merry-go-round and the sphere and giant bees in the air? (fake, of course)

 

^Visited the red rock canyon! Quite the drive… It was nice, I mean… rocks and all. Majestic… (not sure of sarcastic or not myself… #youngpeopleproblems)

 

^Me pretending to gamble. I don’t even know how okay -.-

 

^I won a domo from the UFO catcher game!! On my first try too!! Cute pink domo yess!! Very happy with myself that day ^^ kekeke

 

^Welcome to the famous Las Vegas!! 🙂

 

^Snapped a quick pic of the pink Cadillac + fake Elvis at the sign’s parking lot to show my boyfriend because he likes Cadillacs I think! Or so I thought, when I showed him all I got was a “lol”… T_T

 

^The light show in… I’m not sure where. I think you guys hate me because I just don’t pay enough attention to what my Dad tells me when we go places… BUT it was a beautiful light show along with the song that goes “byee byee miss american pie” I forgot what the song’s called too, sorry I’m not old enough 😦

 

We then ventured to Phoenix, and my Dad’s friend Alfred (THE cutest middle aged man in the WORLD) took us around to see the Grand Canyons and whatnot! While in Phoenix, we stayed at the Walking Stick… or maybe the Talking stick resort. I’m not sure which one it was, but it had acceptable wifi access, so it was good! And they had nice smelling soaps and shampoos #plus

 

^We visited Hoover Dam!! Apparently it is one of the largest Dams ever and was like… instructed or something to be build by Herbert Hoover! o: #anniethemusicalreference

 

^One of Alfred’s many cats! I loved visiting his house because there are so many cats!! I love cats!!

 

^Grand Canyons!! Not going to lie though, I was SO SCARED… I mean it was definitely majestic and beautiful, but I just COULD NOT take much of it, I was too scared!!

 

 

^Beautiful garden #2!! Can you believe how pretty it is, and how it’s maintained in the 40+ degrees dry climate?!?!

 

After Phoenix, we returned to Vegas to spend our last night. My father booked a night at the Palazzo! It was so grand I can not even describe how good it felt to stay there… even though I ended up being the one to sleep on the floor….I took some pictures but my pictures did the hotel NO justice whatsoever as you can see from the below photo:

 

For a better idea on how  it was, check out the actual site: HERE

 

I believe if you go on other “Auction” type sites, you can get these rooms for about 100 or a bit more! That’s what my Daddy did 🙂

Then we were off to Japan!

 

 

^Matching outfits with my two sisters! We were identical going on the flight (except for our shoes…) hehehe.

 

 

^Last kik message exchange between boyfriend and I before I left for LA connecting flight to Narita (Tokyo Airport).

 

Anddd that was it for Vegas!! 😀 hehehe Quite an adventure we had!

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-Katrina

 

(From left to right: Mommy Ng, Me, Daddy Ng)

P.S. I love you

2 Jul

First of a many movies on my bucket list. Today I saw “P.S. I love you” with my bf. I actually should have thought this through; it was night time and I should have picked a different movie, less depressing. As you can probably guess, I am posting this here tonight at 2AM in the morning because I can not sleep…due to post-depressing-movie-syndrome. #fml

So, here is the movie that we watched…

(trailer link): http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3GNxdc-wlw4

(Movie link): http://www.gsmovies.com/movie.php?id=4432

I can’t even begin to explain the agony it has brought upon me. Read the synopsis on wikipedia if you don’t wish to see it, but it was so touching. Basically, long story short, “A young widow discovers that her late husband has left her 10 messages intended to help ease her pain and start a new life.” – (IMBD)

Now, during the movie when I was with my boo, I didn’t cry so much…I don’t know I guess the actuality of it all didn’t hit me until a little after, when I got home.

I guess the thought of it all. I think it him me pretty hard, because the main protagonist and her husband reminded me a lot of my boyfriend and I. I mean, just the arguments they have, the kind of things she’s worried about in the beginning, and just in general their experiences, somehow I can really connect with them, and all that happens in the movie just really touches me where I feel it the most… if that makes sense.

I was talking to my friend about it, and she reassured me saying that my bf won’t die or anything and not to worry… but I guess it’s not even just that. Or… maybe it is? I don’t know. Just the thought of it all… really gets me depressed, even though the movie technically has a happy ending, it’s not like he comes back to life, right?

It also gets you to think… life is really unfair. And you start getting kind of paranoid at all the things that could possibly go wrong in your life. I just felt super in despair after the movie ended; almost as if… as if I just didn’t know about anything anymore.

“We’re so arrogant, aren’t we? So afraid of age, we do everything we can to prevent it. We don’t realize what a privilege it is to grow old with someone. Someone who doesn’t drive you to commit murder or doesn’t humiliate you beyond repair.”

The above is a quotation from the movie that a character says upon spying an old couple together happily. I guess, you could say I’m like that too. I often envy old couples in love, because it…gives me hope in a sense. Gives me something to hang on to, a beacon of hope if you will. I guess you could say, in this messed up world where people are always giving up on each other, when I see two people who have gotten through the hard times, put up with each other through each others shit and were able to stay together through thick and thin, I feel super warm inside. Almost like jelly.

I think if I ever were diagnosed with a terminal illness, I would do the same. Well, not exactly but the same concept; leaving little tidbits of me. But unlike Gerry, I would be terrified; terrified of being forgotten. I guess in that way I’m very selfish and self-centered, but I could not stand for my loved ones to forget about me and replace me…it would just be too much, the thought of it even.

This has just been a night full of deep thought and heartache. I guess it’s arguable that I think too much, and I need to loosen up a bit, but I truly don’t know what to say or think or feel at this moment in time. I just needed to blog it out, and so here I am.

The movie itself, I really loved. I think it’s such an amazing movie and it touched me to the core; the amount of love this man had for this one woman, the things they endured even after death; the reality the movie touches upon. They did such a good job of portraying such a difficult turmoil and I simply can not recommend this movie enough; it may bring me a night filled with tears, depression and provoke my over thinking, but it is definitely something I would watch again. It’s just one of those super memorable, super thoughtful movies! Something like 8/10 for me in terms of numerical ratings!

I’ll end this blog post off with a quote that really touched me… it’s basically the quote that almost ends the movie/the letters she receives:

“Dear Holly, I don’t have much time. I don’t mean literally, I mean you’re out buying ice cream and you’ll be home soon. But I have a feeling this is the last letter, because there is only one thing left to tell you. It isn’t to go down memory lane or make you buy a lamp, you can take care of yourself without any help from me. It’s to tell you how much you move me, how you changed me. You made me a man, by loving me Holly. And for that, I am eternally grateful… literally. If you can promise me anything, promise me that whenever you’re sad, or unsure, or you lose complete faith, that you’ll try to see yourself through my eyes. Thank you for the honor of being my wife. I’m a man with no regrets. How lucky am I. You made my life, Holly. But I’m just one chapter in yours. There’ll be more. I promise. So here it comes, the big one. Don’t be afraid to fall in love again. Watch out for that signal, when life as you know it ends. P.S. I will always love you. “

Please, don’t tell me that didn’t make you cry. I am actually crying as I type, my tears are dripping into my keyboard, what if my laptop water logs….

Thanks for reading. If you haven’t already, hope you decide to give the movie a watch!…

-Kat

Kat’s Prom 2012

29 Jun

Wow so me blogging has become way overdue! Things have been really hectic with me being a senior and all with graduation and final assignments/tests and whatnot 😡

Today I wanna just blog about my Prom experience, since Prom (to me, at least) was a pretty big thing. For my boyfriend it wasn’t really a big deal apparently -.- but to me it was pretty important! (I mean, it’s prom! Once in a lifetime prom!)

Okay wow. hmm. Where does this story even start? I was pretty stoked about Prom ever since my grade 11 year when my grade 12 friends went, and they took pictures and whatnot. I mean, what’s not to be excited about? Formal wear, dancing, pictures, princess-feeling… Of course, back in grade 11 I scoffed at the idea of having a date. I thought multiple times, “No… what if we break up and the prom pictures goes to waste?” and didn’t even speculate that I would be going to prom with a date; of course I was wrong. *Cue Mr. Leo*

So, after awhile of Mr. Leo and I dating, I found out he did not particularly have much interest in attending prom. I didn’t want to push him, but I wanted him to go with me. (I mean, we need prom pictures to show our children….) LOL After some small drama (which isn’t really worth mentioning), we decided to attend prom together.

*ehem*

Promposal (n) – the act of asking somebody to prom in an elaborate manner. A combination of the words prom and proposal.

I feel like, many girls dreams are to get the perfect promposal… am I wrong? ahaha. I honestly though, did not think my boyfriend was going to prompose… like, I felt almost as if it was just a given that we would go to prom together… so I didn’t quite expect it (although I can not deny I wanted it…)

Sooo it came as quite the surprise when my boo boo muffin decided to prompose to yours truly. He called me randomly one night as I was helping his cousin with her homework, telling me to look outside. What did I see?… let me show you, rather than try to explain what him and his friends did…

It was so pretty! I was so happy about this! It was so sweet, and he also gave me a bunch of flowers… which him and his friends apparently obtained in an *cough* interesting manner XD hmm… too bad I didn’t take a nice picture of them… they’re still on my desk but they’re dry flowered.

Any-who, so time passed and finally, prom tickets were being sold. 85$ for “early bird” tickets, and after that the tickets were 90$. (I know, I thought they were mad expensive too!…) Mr. Leo and I contemplated just using the prom money to have our own formal night, but in the end we decided (well, I…) decided to stick with going to Prom… I mean we could always go to formal nights any other time, but Prom? Prom is only once! And… I need those prom pics ahaha. So we decided to attend prom. We rented a limo with like, 18 others.

Our prom was held at Arcadian Court, in downtown Toronto. Er… the theme? Midnight something? I don’t quite remember #guilty

Enough with the talk. PICTURES!

^Me and my very handsome boyfriend, Mr. Muffin.

^Take 2

^Inside, the tables we sat at from a floor higher.

^A group shot we took for prom pics!

^ Boutonniere and Corsage 🙂 Mr. Muffin got them so pretty! They are not dry flowers sitting on his desk at his house… unless he threw them out :S He better not have!

^A dolly-like picture of me ! Taken courtesy of Mr. Leo.

^A very characteristic photo of my Lion baby.

^Look at all those people! And guys, this is not even half of the attendees…

^What a romantic candle right? 😛

^Our table for the night. We had a hard time determining which pieces of cutlery belonged to who… I need to brush up on my table manner knowledge.

Now let us move onto the meal of the night shall we?

^The meal listing for that night

^The bread with butter. Everyone thought the bread was too chewy/hard, but I kind of liked it, if it weren’t for my annoyingly pained jaw…

^Meal #1, the salad piece. I personally liked it, especially the crispy things. Quite a delightful salad, and I liked devouring it like the hungry monster I was.

^Dish #2! Chicken thing… okay. The chicken bit was delicious, the meat was tender and nice, but I didn’t really like the items beneath it. Mashed potato.. gravy and whatnot? It was a bit too Swiss chalet for my liking. The herbs on the chicken  were phenomenal though!

^Me with the food! #bloggerthings

^The dessert piece, which I was extremely disappointed about. I mean it was just a cupcake! Something I could probably find in my super market!!….

^Nonetheless, I decided to promptly camwhore with the top cherry piece of the sorry excuse for a prom dessert.

^The delightful drink we were able to obtain at the drink bar 🙂

^KATCEPTION!!

^Cheers!

^Just a bit of blog PDA no biggie right? ;P

^When the dance music came on and people started hitting the dance floor, we decided to sit for a bit and camwhore in the lighting. Made us blurry! Probably because of the dark 😡

^Me, taking a reflection picture from the top of the limo 😡 I was so tired!!

^The only close-up you’re going to get of  my eyes 😛

Last picture for this post! It’s actually a picture my friend took for me of my Muffin and I slow-dancing. The song was “I don’t wanna miss a thing” by Aerosmith! I love this song!! Anywho, this next picture is one of my favourite!

Well, the original was just the picture, but I edited it a bit 😛 Just some filters and lighting adjustments, that’s about it ^^

After prom is a whole different story for another time 😉 hehe. You can probably guess what went down though.

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-Kat

Happy Easter!

9 Apr

Ermm just a Kamho post 😛 Say Happy Easter!!

What I actually am very excited for is the post-easter chocolate sales! Gonna get Mr. Leo to go with me so we can buy lots of chocolate, I can feel happy, eat a piece or two and then Mr. Leo can take care of the rest (even though he doesn’t love chocolate as much as I do….)

OK SO I WAS LIKE… almost easter, should put the BUNNY EARS to good use! ^^

Okay… very hard to get the bunny ears in picture okay?!?! hahaha. BUT I’ve mastered (ok not mastered… but gotten better at) the art of bottom lashes! Quite naise right??

Not vain I promise.

 

Hoppity hop! I’m a bunny!

 

erm… ignore messy hair plox x__X ’tis a wig to be honest. BTW I super want to get a pink wig!! So pretty (*_*)

 

I think tongue stick-out fixes all my face flaws. What do you think? O_O

 

Little bit sophisticated shot, no? :O

 

errr the entire outfit :3 sorry haven’t perfected the art of taking mirror kamho shots… very hard -.-

 

mrow…

 

I call that my sincere smile…

 

I call that my teeth smile wtf cox I got teeth now. I have small teeth and bumpy also -.- dislike!

 

OK ENOUGH OF ME KAMHOING ALONE OMG! ALSO CAMHO-ED WITH JUNIOR ❤

 

 

ok gonna end post abruptly before people from my school find this and think I’m vain or ugly or self-absorbed or something.

Thanks for reading! 😀 Comments and follows VERY appreciated ❤

 

-Kat

Pittsburgh and Buffalo Adventures!

28 Mar

Soo…..over the march break the fam and I took some famjam time off, and went to Pittsburgh Pennsylvania as well as visited Buffalo! 🙂

^Me, wish Junior again! yes, I took Junior again haha. 🙂 Was gonna miss my Bunny-boo, so took Junior!

^Crossing the bridge that takes us to the US border! …. Yes I took this from my seat haha! Mr. Leo was texting me the entire way, before we got to the borders. I lent him my computer so that he could play maple story… yes, my muffin plays maple story LOL He enjoys getting defamed….

^So, after we crossed we came across this little…. place that is a stop-by for many people on road trips. This happens to be a little stand inside the place, filled with coffee and coffee snacks.

^It was during the time of St. Patty’s day! They had this shamrock shake available at McDicks!! We all decided to order one and share it, to see how it tasted…..

^Well?!?! Doesn’t that look damn good!!!…. as well as mad fattening? -.- I mean would you look at the whipped cream at the top?? That alone looks like it could devastate a blood vessel…

How does it taste you ask? Well… GOOD. It’s this sweet, creamy substance that tastes like a frosty cream filling in your mouth. It is heavenly, but definitely not something one should order on their own…. we were a family of 5, and we barely finished it by the time everyone got full from taking mini sips….

So… in the hallway that led us from the parking lot to the eateries, there were a number of Easter decorations put up… although it was quite early for Easter but anywho….

Easter Bunny #1

Eater Bunnies #2 and #3

^Easter Chick #1

And… that’s about all the pics I took of the Easteries.

HOTEL THINGS 

We stayed at The Embassy Suites Pittsburgh International Airport hotel and were VERY impressed!! At only about $85.00 per night, we were able to stay at a place that offered beautifully serene scenery, as well as a complimentary breakfast buffet!

Here are some pictures (although, unfortunately, I was dumb, didn’t bring my camera… used itouch camera which did the hotel no justice…) of the beautiful hotel.

^The lobby, a very homey welcoming place! Felt very welcome as soon as I stepped into the hotel! A definite plus!

^ There was a wonderful koi pond/waterfall near the entrance…

^More of the beautiful pond/waterfall

^taken from above

^The dining hall below! Isn’t it damn beautiful looks just like a patio!!

 

INSIDE THE HOTEL ROOM

^Le random lamp place. Okay…poor picture choice, still nice okay!

^The beds were so nice #swag

Camwhored a bit before we went down to dinner… mind you, I was 100% make-up free the first day…

^Look at my cute Hello Kitty itouch case!

^My little sister Chinsley and I ❤

DINNER…

So, for dinner, we contemplated going a number of places, but eventually decided to dine in the hotel, at the restaurant/bar there. We weren’t expecting delicious + cheap food, and we were right, but nonetheless we were quite satisfied with our meal that night.

^The table setup is quite nice right?

^ The appetizers! A Caesar salad, spinach salad, calamari and buffalo wings 🙂 VERY delicious, and has made me fall in love with spinach ever since! Sweet spinach salad’s are the bomb!

^That rice. DAMN it was so healthy-delicious! and that steak! MMMM. Was on the special, about $17 for that plate. Found a hair on my asparagus though! To compensate, they gave us one free cake slice… (see bottom)

^ Didn’t want cake leh… but family was like, “WE ON VACATION” blah blah blah, so we ordered two cakes, one was an apple pie-type cake, the other was a cookie-dough-type cake. Both were very delicious, but heavy, can’t imagine eating one whole on my own!

The next morning, we ate at the complimentary breakfast buffet! All Embassy Suite hotels offer this, and I think it’s a great deal!

^The breakfast buffet counter. Ehh not much detail meh, oh well.

^omg!! I MUST share!! Okay, so there was this WAFFLE MAKING MACHINE!!! You can make your own waffles!! I was so excited, and the guy there to help you was so nice too! Wish they had whipped cream for the waffles though…

^They make you custom omelets , and I had this delicious danish. It was sweet, I has an extreme sweettooth! :3

Here’s some sight seeing shots!

We went to “The Point” …. apparently it’s supposed to be mad beautiful but we didn’t see anything that beautiful… I think we missed it or something.

^…normal looking right?

 

^Proof that I visited the Point.

 

^I personally thought this was much more beautiful! Look at the lights reflecting in the lake!! Love! I love nighttime cities and how they reflect and whatnot in the dark! It’s so beautiful! When we land in Toronto coming back from Japan in the nighttime, BOY is it beautiful because of all the lights! I don’t give a shit about “light pollution” activists and what not… It’s beautiful okay!

We also visited The Duquesne Incline, a historic landmark in Pittsburgh.

It is basically a little incline that takes you from the top to bottom or vice versa on this hill…

 

 

^Going down the incline…

^Me taking a picture with the building at the bottom of the incline.

 

^Me, with Pittsburgh in the background! damn artsy yes??

 

 

^Going back up the incline! A round trip up and down the famous incline is about $5.00 per person! An interesting experience!

 

^Le creepy house/restaurant next door to the incline… LOOK INSIDE!! DOESN’T IT LOOK LIKE AN ABANDONED PLACE THAT’S HAUNTED?!?!?

We then went to the place my father wanted to go to the most…

THE PITTSBURGH SCIENCE CENTRE. I KID YOU NOT.

Some random pics… at the science centre…

btw my dad was so cute there! He was the only one running around like a little kid, observing every little thing, playing with every little gizmo available XD According to him, he’s never been to a science center before, and when he was a kid nobody ever took him, so he was super excited haha! So kawaii father! LOL

 

^A miniature train thing that showed Pittsburgh throughout all four seasons!! It was super cool!!

 

^Me, camwhoring with the robot behind me!! OMG one day robots will take over the world?!?!

That’s about it!! Now for some last minute redeeming camwhore pics that you DON’T wanna see!!

^Me !!… going up the incline. I look kawaii in this? Or not.

^Got photobombed by my little sister, Leesah.

 

^The Mommy and I ❤

 

^I looked so nice that day, wish Mr. Leo was there to see 😦

Speaking of Mr. Leo… I actually got him something in the States!!… *drumroll pleasee!*

SO CUTE RIGHT ??

It was green (Mr. Leo’s fav colour), liked spicy good (just like Mr. Leo) AND was born in August (Mr. Leo also!! altho not same date, but month the samee!!).

I think Mr. Leo loved it (^__^)

ANYWAY! Thanks for reading this mad-long blogpost!! PLEASE comment and follow my blog! I appreciate each and every single follow and comment, reply to ALL my comments!

-Kat

 

Men who say “Insecurity is unattractive” should die

19 Mar

Okay, so today is more of a wordy little post about mostly men (and some annoying women) who claim, “confidence is sexy”. I fucking hate it when I hear a guy say that. It cheeses me more than cheese wiz (I hate that shit, it tastes like shit….poor excuse for cheese).

But why? you may ask. BECAUSE. Men’s desires are so damn bipolar, I just can’t keep up with it. Guys always talk about hot girls, perfect bodies, nice faces and whatnot, and still they expect us to be “confident” with who we are? Bullshit on toast, I say. I hate hate hate it! Because believe me, most men are assholes to a girl at some point in their lives (girls are bitches at some point too) and they’ve said condescending things towards girls before; commenting on physical appearances. People tend to do this stupid thing, where they group up, and “rate” girls, and whatnot. Trust me, I’ve been victim to the not-so-nice end of this rating spectrum. I’ve never gotten higher than a “5” rating by guys…did this bother me? OF COURSE IT DID. You could even say it attributes to my lack of confidence, and that is exactly what I mean. All my life, I’ve lived with some kind of…. inferiority complex with my looks… is that my fault though? I don’t quite think so. In fact, it is the product of condescending MEN...the same men who presumably believe that “confidence is sexy”. AHHH It irritates me so much!!! How can you expect girls to be confident about themselves if you’re calling them ugly?? Trust me, when a girl gets called ugly, it stays with her forever…every time she looks in the mirror, she’ll think about it. So truly, it’s ridiculous to expect these same girls to all of a sudden be “confident”.

It’s alright I guess if you’re born beautiful like BENI or Leah Dizon… but seriously, most girls are insecure to some degree. I am probably one of the most insecure girls out there — does that make me unattractive? I don’t quite think so.

Being insecure does nobody any detriment but the person her/himself. So why the fuck does it matter of a girl in insecure or not? In fact, I’m glad I’m insecure; it gives me room to grow, a reason to try harder to be pretty. Imagine I was confident and thought I was the total shiz… and I just let myself think I was damn sexy with my ugly small mono-lid eyes, fat and ugly haircut. IMAGINE. My life would suck so much! Nobody would talk to me cos I’m so damn ugly. It’s a true story.

So why is there such a negative connotation behind being insecure? It bothers me to no end; I don’t particularly care if people talk shit about me about myself being insecure! I’ll boldly say, “yes, I’m damn insecure, SO WHAT? YOU THINK YOU SO BIG??” It just bothers me so much when *especially* men relate “confidence” with “attractiveness”. What is so unattractive about a girl who doesn’t feel beautiful, but is working her ass off to achieve her ideal body image? At least she’s working hard, unlike some girls who’re damn ugly because they are too “confident” to care about what they wear and how they present themselves.

Which brings me to another point which bothers me to no end. GIRLS who always say things like “ohh, i dunt care if im goin out in sweats w/no makeup on, i just tie up my hair n hate heels”….it’s like what? you’re proud of that? LOL It just means your a lazy fuck making excuses. I don’t mind girls who don’t like heels (many of my friends abhor heeled shoes), don’t wear makeup or dress up and whatnot (again, many of my friends are like that, and they are pretty just the way they are)….but the girls who go off about how they’re “secure enough” to be lazy like that And when they are so proud of it, while degrading us girls who maybe invest more time polishing our physical appearances? That’s when I get angry…like an angry bird. You often don’t see girls like me who’re more invested in appearing “pretty” talk shit about girls who tend to care less; we’re just like whatever, we like to dress up, but we don’t bother people who don’t share the same beliefs as us; those people on the other hand, somehow like to boast their “security” branding us who wear makeup and dress-up as being “insecure”, “fake”, “bimboic”, and even sluts?? So stupid, they should swallow some soap so that maybe their personalities can get cleaner haha.

Any who, I got kinda sidetracked near the end…but that’s the end of my rant. It just peeves me every time I hear a guy say something like “insecure girls are less attractive” or “confident girls are damn sexy”…like I just wanna snuff them in the face, tell them to kindly shut the fuck up. And now you know why 🙂

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-Kat

^Hah!….recycled pic from my instagram/twitter… but I like this picture of me so much! 🙂 What?? let me have my vain moments okay?? my makeup was quite nice that day!!

With Green Behind Us [Photoshoot] [Picture Heavy!]

5 Mar

Okay! So haven’t blogged in awhile, but today I’m just going to be quickly sharing with you some photos taken by my dear friend Karmen 🙂 She took the photos for her school photography class assignment, where she essentially had to take “celebrity-like” photos of somebody! I was honoured to be her model for the session, and it was mad fun working with her and my muffin. I haven’t done this in awhile, and was quite rusty on posing and whatnot, but she put up with my indecisiveness really nicely, and I think we both had a good time ^^

All photo credits go to my friend 🙂 I can’t take photos for shit LOL

Ok! Enough talking right? Time to share the pics ❤ 😀 Uhmm if anything scroll down, because I think the best shots are near the end 😛

^Oh…hi there. So I guess you’re gonna be viewing the pics right?

^I thought this was quite cute 😀 Not the most flattering of me, but it was funny right? haha

^ My *serious* face looks weird. teehee.

^ Sad Kat is sad 😦 come cheer her up!

^And with a flip of my magic hair….

^I’ve turned into a serious…. and ew why my nose so weird face??? fuck man. Life sucks LOL

^Nevermind okay! Look at my hair instead! LOL it’s quite healthy right?? I promote head and shoulders! that stuff is like godessness for your hair!! 😀

^Halfway through I peered over at Mr. Leo doing nothing, so I walked over and posed with him… this lead to a number of things…

^Okay I look terrible in this one, but my muffin looks damn good so I post it. I’m such an amazing girlfriend right?? #hahaimjoking

^Otay, this one my face looked horrendous, but my body and Mr. Leo looked damn good, so I decided to just crop out my face!

^….Hahaha. I has the power!!!

^Hey Mr. Leo, can I sit in your lap??

^I was allowed to, but I dislike my face in this one -.- Just, Mr. Leo looks good right? So post.

^Changed clothing! I like this outfit very much ❤ 😀 I love ponchos!!

^Oh the imaginary snow is falling!

^Okay! “Do same pose but more serious face!!”

^ What a solemn expression. I love it. arrrrr.

^I’m having a sideconversation okay! not my fault! 😀

^ Okay not so bad shot 🙂 I like 😀

I don’t know guys! My face is so unphotogenic unless I’m self-taking the shots -.- #sadtimes #okayguy.jpg

^this one’s one of my favourites! 😀 it’s…not bad right? 😀

^I know repetitive shot but…. I can’t decide between these four -.- #noobblogger

^Okay. depending if you like me or not, this can be seen as extremely ugly/sleepy/whatthefuckisherface….or casually sexy. You decide LOL

^If anybody ever wondered what I look like when I sleep, I think I look something like this. I’m not sure though, ask my parents, sisters or Mr. Leo for confirmation.

^Lastly, the photo my friend used for her final final hand-in of her assignment (I’m assuming). Photo-edited by her, and I love! I hope she aces this assignment!!

 

Thanks again Karmen ❤ 🙂 Very enjoyed ^^

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-Kat